This is the saddest song I have ever written. It’s a song that I wrote at a time when I was struggling with depression while also trying to support a friend of mine who was struggling with depression and hurting themselves. This was a message to my friend that they were not alone, they were loved, and that the world wouldn’t be the same without them.
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When the sun turns black
I feel the cold
and a loneliness bold.
I’d cry out
from my hopeless heap,
but no one cares,
so I’ll silently weep.
and I’ll hurt
and I’ll hurt
and I’ll hurt
’cause there’s no way back
when the sun turns black.
When the sun turns black
The empty consumes
and I’m livin’ off fumes
and I want a way out
from my blackened sleep
but no one cares
so I’ll silently weep
and I’ll hurt
and I’ll hurt
and I’ll hurt
cause there’s no way back
when the sun turns black.
When the sun turns black.
Let me be your guiding light
because I love you, and I swear there’s hope
If you could only know
just how much I love you, and how special you are to me
you’d see, that you’re one of a kind,
there’s no one like you and you’re irreplaceable
yes you, you’re irreplaceable
theres no one like you. None in the world.
yes you, who hears my voice
you’re irreplaceable and there’s no one like you.
The pain is real, I feel it too.
But it passes, ’cause nothin’ lasts.
So if you can just trust me one time
Life’s worth living and I’ll help you back
When the sun turns black.
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My brother ended his battle with depression in2017
Maybe I got so use to depression that I don’t even cry or make any emotion?
this song is awesome you are a good man God Bless you for helping people and doing good deeds the world needs more people like you then this would would be a better place
In my 60s, had clinical depression since my teens. Used alcohol, drugs & other risky behaviour till I got sober at 24. Took meds for 25 years (no more) psych hospital admissions, therapy off & on for 45 years. The support of the AA program & fellowship, faith & the enlightened understanding & firm belief, based on many years of personal experience, that it WILL & always DOES pass. Never give up ?? Note, watching the whole process repeat itself in my young adult daughter's life is very difficult & very, very sad. Not everyone finds a higher power & left to the medical profession & pharmaceuticals, I believe 100% I'd have checked out a long time ago.
??? I Just ride the wave as fighting is impossible too me, as for meds just makes it worse !! ???Hang in there everyone, Dying isn’t the answer for me , ????
Life is a pull… we take it or we leave it.. hurt be damned…
I gave Jesus the end of me and he began to live through me, he brought the light, the truth, the way to life, he broke every single darkness of my soul and brought his glorious light into my being ??? Jesus is my king, Lord and master of my heart and life!
Jesus saves!
Psalms 51:17!
Can it be worse than a beggar's life ?
I have gone through a lot of rough times in my life but I now know that God is always there for me. When I get done I play church music and it helps me
It is ALWAYS darkest when dawn breaks. ‘ God, HELP!’ is when the darkness ends for me. He hears anyone who calls out to Him. God is always ready to help, and answers when we call on Him. Guaranteed
All my family died from depression mental places GOD IS ABLE IN THE MIGHTY
This year the sun turned back
An I called out to Jesus Christ help me.
2017 August 11 o'clock at night. I got a phone call.my son's in the hospital. I went to the hospital right down the street. He died not dead yet. But was in a coma spent 8 hours at the hospital. with him .he dyed at 7 o'clock in the morning. Im still depressed. My whole life is in shambles right now. I'm being kicked out for 2 years. The landlord turned my water off. I have no heat for years. No Driver's license. My car is broke down. I hardly have any work.My lady's on drugs now.She lost her faith in God and I'm trying to carry everything on my own shoulders.And I am starting to backside to myself and I can't hold it together anymore.
I've lived with Suicidal Thoughts..since i was a child…as I've grown older i come to understand it part of me…I'v learn to see the beauty in my pain.. it brings me closer to other people.. Winston Churchill called it the black dog
I cut myself just to feel even as u kneel to my knees as i see myself bleed i feel alive but just blame a heart He gave me why does it need the stuff it doesn't need ??
I jut lot .y sonto suicide on February 15th 2024. I do not know how to ever get o er it. It hurts so badly ,i found him . He hung himself and when I found him h hd been gone but that didn't stop me fro. Trying my hardest to bring him back. It hurts so bad
29 years ago I tried to take my life. While laying there bleeding out I started to think about my sisters growing up without their brother. So I picked myself up and walked about a mile to a fast food place. Covered in blood people rushed up and started to help me and now I'm still here
I was close to stepping in front of a train in TX when an angel said I am here. It was my mom. I don't know how she found me that day. I had just ridden to TX from AZ, & my brother had cast me out 4 hours before I got there on a Greyhound. The sun turned black. I was waiting for that train. So tired of being cast aside. Other people also just leaving me. Thought no one cared. But I got a hand up, & am now 6 months sober, including that day by the tracks. March 28, 6 months sober.
The sun turned black for me when my daughter took her own life at 22, 6 months ago.I found her…i knew she was hurting but she resisted all help. The sun turned black for her a long time ago and she just couldn't couldn't take the pain anymore….no matter what anyone said to her.
I lost my son on 3/12/24 to suicide from deppresion. Yall. Please rech out for help. Leaving here only leaves the pain for your loved ones. They will be there for you.
i am suffering depression and feeling scared and alone and fed up fighting every day